The saga continues.
We have kept talking on the phone, and I am
amazed at the depth and persistence of our feelings for each other.
I loved J. in high school because of
his character and personality, and I still love him for those things. Of course,
we are limited to a great friendship now, because of being married to other
people.
He says he can't stop
thinking of me, and I find the same is true on my end. And that doesn't change
the fact that I am married to L. and happily so. I have no intention of
disrupting either his marriage or mine. I have talked to L. and he is aware of
what is going on, and he is OK with it, too. Though I am not giving him a play
by play account, and I don't think he is in on the depth of the romantic
connection.
The way I feel now, I
would definitely have to latch onto J. if we would be together again. If we
would have the opportunity, I don't see how we would resist the temptation to do
more than that.
Posted: Sat
- May 31, 2003 at 09:22 AM